I have been in love with my childhood crush since I was 10. He was the nerdy, smart type but he also had a wicked, crazy streak that lit my fire. Together we would get in trouble, do silly things and just enjoy life. I always felt that deep down inside he was the man I would marry and have children with. I even searched for him on facebook! I don't want to believe this isn't possible. The hope keeps me alive... I think about him so much. I've dated men that look like him, that are in similar professions and no luck?!? I hope he reads this and figures out who I am and then CALLS ME. :)